if you are out there....

If you are out there, the one who will touch my heart, the one who will bring the magic back life, you bring back love, you will bring me that special of kissing some one good morning, i hope we can meet soon, that my eyes can see you, that love can feel my heart....every day i wonder if i will find love again...its a strange process...i am not looking for it...i am not checking girls...going to bars...i am just living my life....

i keep thinking, is there some out there for me??? that really special person?? i am happy, i dont need this person to make me happy, for this i have me, i dont this this person to take care of me, i can do this pretty well, i want is some to share, to do things together, to be partner, to laugh together, to come home at night and have a tender feeling, to feel special, this is what i want, will i have get this???

i miss having some one to love, i try to think, to relax, that one day i will find the One, i look around, i know i am could make this person happy, magic, i learn the value of respect, of love, of sharing...sharing..it a simple word, and yet, we dont take it seriously...we think, its more important gifts, presents, no, no, no...the secret of having a life, a love is sharing, sharing your life, giving time, doing things, do the work at home, washing the dishes, do the rock she can share her issues, knowing that she will never be alone, that there will be always some one there for her...sharing, share the laugh, the tears, the joy, the pain, if you share, for real, no agenda, no hidden motives, no account, you created a life not of two persons or 3 or 4, depends if you have kids, you make a life one a family, of us, not they, this is sharing, this is make a unity, a life of love!!!

i am the last romantic? i am the last person you truly believe in love???? i keep writing this blog as a way to
show to others that you should follow your feelings, forget the impression that people have on you, be honest to your heart, open your heart,be truly honest, be the best you can be!!

I have no love, i have love in my heart, and i am still here...i am still standing...i am still smiling, i am still trying madly to be happy, so please, if you are out there, if you exist, please God, give a sign, make me believe i still have change to love!!!!!!