life..every day

I talk and write about i feel, about my life, about what i see, my daily life is the source for what i write in here, the way i feel, the way i live my life, the things i see, what happen around, its the source and inspiration for what i write, i was soldier in a war, would write about i see there...but i am just an average guy, with a desk job, so write about my life...

I learn a lot about life this last year, i learn a lot about me...about people, because of what i happen to me i now take lot of attention how people, couples, how they interact, how they give attention or love to their partners...its strange...i am now helping a friend solving his issues, and i am trying to safe his marrige...me...who couldnt help myself..i am now helping....but strangely i am doing good

If you pay attention when you are in a plane, bus, restaurant, pay attention...see how people interact, do they care? do they show interest? are they in a good place???

what i see almost every day is people stop caring for their partners, i see a lot of cheating, of not caring, that i why i have lots of post were this is talked about this,I am amazed by how much people seen not to care about their partners...i was traveling recently in plane next to me there was this young couple with a girl about 2 years old, the father spend the 3 hours of the flight playing solitar in ipad, and not even once talk to his wife or pay any attention to his child, yesterday while i was waiting in the supermarket there was a couple, around late 30, not even a look between them...what are they thinking??? how can they love someone if you dont even look your partner, your wife, or kid in the eyes??

what is wrong?????? why people think that love is such a minor thing??? why looks like no one makes an effort???? are people together "just because"???? where is the true love???? do people in our days not realy love??? do they just think a life to be shared, is minor thing, a game a joke????

maybe i am bitter, maybe its because i lost my love, but i dont see around people who are willing to make an effort, who trully love, who really care about the partner...

I am the last person who can see this???? i am just stupid for thinking that you can make a life of two persons a life long journey??? that love is worth an invesntment, in time, in dedication????? i am crazy??????

i believe in what i think its right, i know if i have another chance of love, i will be very different from what i see around me...

i always believe true love conquers all, maybe i am wrong.....

I am still fine, life is good, but love is missing....i hope 2012 will bring that magic back to my life!!! who knows??? a new city, a new job, a new love??