back to your home

I start asking myself this question yesterday while i was at work, it was getting late and i was asking myself, why i dont go home, this is a question we all ask yourself, the day is long, why dont we return home??

the question is what returning home means to you? do you want to return home to have a nice comfortable place, a place where you can rest, enjoy your music, read a book, watch tv??? is return home a sort of stress??? broken relationships, tough kids??? for each one of us return home has a meaning, a meaning that only each of us can relate to

what means return home to me???? now is a comfortable apartment, where i can rest, but doesnt feel anything special, its not because is not huge, its not because it doesnt have a sea view, this things may look important, but they arent, for me return home for a moment of my life meant return to the persons i love, it was the best part of the day, it was a joy, it was a moment i wait all day, i would see the two most precious persons for me!! it was not the size, the view, it was the human touch, the feeling of there is a place in this planet where i was trully at peace, trully happy!!!

now this is over, i have a place of my own, its ok, but i am not chasing a big apartment, a sea view, the huge tv, the super cool sofa, no, house is just a place i come to rest, a place to sleep, there is no connections, no magic, this magic is the share of space with the persons you love, how many of us, loss this on the way to get a bigger house, a sea view, a larger car, why???????

are we so lost that forget that the most important things in our lifes are not the size of our houses, the size of our wallets, the size of our cars???

when i was with Anna, i didnt work late, i was always eager to return home, i remember one time i was out, to do an audit, i was driving back is a monster rain, i couldnt almost see, i was driving at 30 kms per hour in the highway, and it was pretty safe because every one had stop, no one was driving, just me, i couldnt stop, i had a reason to come home, i had love!!!

I see to much people avoiding going home, chasing money, chasing material things, and them they complain that they have a stressful family life, how cannot you have one??? you dont take care of the most important thing in your life, the persons you love!!!! stop, stop while it still time, forget the work, the money, and return home, return home totaly!!!!

i have this dream, i dream it still today, i dream that one day i return home and i have Anna and her child waiting...i would only ask...please, stay forever!!!!!! i can only dream!!!

return home, for me is nothing, is tv, music, a book, for many is so much more, can you see the value of what you have??? can you put a price in love??? and yet people do it every day..for a larger house, a sea view...dont be stupid, dont be a fool...fight for what is important, your love!!!!