Joy

Do you a moment in your life were everything is magic? Were you seen to touch heaven? Were you can be over 40 and feel like you are 15? That every time you drive home to meet your love you are so nervous like it was the first date of your life? 

That when you open the door and she is there waiting for you, you feel the rush of joy in your heart, that you feel i the true meaning of happiness!!!

And i may ask, how many times you told the women you love this? in my case none, and i am shocked, because I did the usual mistake, you think, I don’t need to say anything, she knows how i feel. Maybe she knows, but why don’t you say it?? Why don’t you look in her eyes and say...you make me feel like i am touch by god, by the heaven, you bring beautiful magic in my life!!!

Why don’t we say it? because we are man, we are not suppose to say this things, its not real man stuff, and so we keep our mouth close, and instead of being a man in love, you are just another guy!!! 

This is the biggest different, you are not just another guy, you are a man in love!!! You should tell how much you feel for her, how much afraid you are of losing her, and don’t try to pretend you are big man, full of certainties.

How many times i would wake up at night, and look to the women i loved while she would sleep, so peacefully in her blankets, she was always saying it was cold, i would cover with the blanket, and i would think, how this amazing beautiful women loves me??? me, a regular person, just another man, how lucky i was, how happy i was, and today i have the memories, today i have no one in my bed, and i learn my lesson, love is a very fragile thing, the day you stop treat it well, you are on the road to lose the most important person in your life!!

You may think its ok, there is more girls out there, i will love again, maybe, but why you need to go looking when you have the perfect person next to you? Never lose her!!!!

When you are heaven, why do you need to go looking? When you lose, like me a love like this, you will never be the same again, i have now a mark, a standard that will be almost impossible to reach, by any future relantionships!


Joy or pain? we sometimes take the choice without even realize we are doing it!!! don’t lose your love!!! Keep it close to you, keep close to your heart, don’t be afraid to say....I love you deeply and madly!!!