A glass of red wine

A glass of red wine, its more them a simple glass, its symbol of losing a strict and monolithically  approach to life, this is what a glass of red means to me, its a strange thing, how a little thing like just have one glass of red wine at home could mean so much!!!

Having a nice glass of red wine, with a bit of cheese, in the end of the meal, or while you relax with a book, it would be something i wouldnt do a few months ago, why??? 

Because i had this one dinension approach to life, i don’t drink, i don’t compromise!!!! i don’t compromise this is concept extend to a lot of things, i wouldnt be able to listen to see the other side, i was always right, i was sure that my opinion was always the right one!!! ever!!!

I stop all the chances of listen, to be open to new things, while my love would have a glass of red wine  i wouldn’t, with no reason, simply because i wouldnt drink wine, because it was part of my "image"...is this normal? i dont know!!!

You cannot cast rules in stone and think they are absolute true, that you apply them forever, things change when you let someone enter your life, you need to be open, you need to listen, you need to try new things!!! you are not one, you are two!!!!!

I now have glass of red wine, its a thing i do somedays,  instead of being in front of a tv set, watching at this stupid tv series, i now, set outside, a book, glass of red wine and a bit of cheese, and you know something??? it didnt change anything in me, i didnt turn in coach potato, i didnt push less weight at the gym, in fact i enjoy this relaxing moments, it a strange fact that i was able to break this prison of routines, of rules, i am become a better person, a person that can compromise, that can learn, that can share!!

I have to thank my love to show me this, to open my heart so i can be a better person, i change a lot in the last months, i am slowly becoming a better version of me, this is a process that moves every day, since the beginning of this year, day by day, i am turning in to a better person!!

What changed? Why i change now??? because i know what is really important for me, because i face the fact i could lose my love for ever, because i realize that if i don’t do nothing someone will, and my love will be with another man, there is nothing more shocking for a man in love them face the change to lose his love, when you face this, it can bring the best in you, it make you a better person, it can make you question, you will think a lot, it make you grow up, learn, fight for your love, or can bring the worse in you, accuse her, be bitter, be a nasty person...it’s a choice that each one makes, you cannot decide, its in you, it’s who you are!!!

I now would hope for a day where i am at home with my love, having nice glass of red wine, talking and sharing our life’s, sharing the troubles that life will bring to us, and by sharing, by being there for each other making the smaller, making us see the best side in life!!!!

This is what a glass of red wine means to me, its like symbol that i can change! i simbol that i am right track!