What can I offer?

What can i offer to the women i love??? i am not rich, i am not famous, i not in magazines, i am just a normal person, but i can offer other things, i can offer her love, honesty, full dedication, respect, trust, and magic!!!

I once fail to tell her all i feel because i was afraid the only thing i could offer was love, i did consider this was not enough, i regret this now, if i had been brave in 2003, how different our lives would been different now??? i will never know...its past, i can learn, we all can learn from it...

what can i offer to the person i love?? i can offer my love, that i love her with all my heart, a pure love, that i will never lie to her, that i will be always honest, i will trust her, that i will make a effort every day, that every day i will try to make her laugh, to make her smile, to create a environment of love, that she knows when she returns home from work, she is return to a place of love!!! a place of peace, of joy, where she will be always loved!!!!

this is not about giving gifts, of offering material things, its about the choice you make to offer the best in you to another person, to make sure you think about her need all the time, its about the little things, sharing the shooping, the cooking, the taking care of her child, and hope one day our child, its about giving her a hug for no apparent reason, to tell her how beautiful she is, about how much i love her, its about being there to listen, to help her, and sometimes to hold the idea she need all the time my help, its about give her space, its about give her time, its about balance, its about sharing a life!!

Anna and her child, change and help in a very important part in me, i learn that should would help my love with her child, not trying to be the replacement father, but a support for my love, to be there when she need me, to help with the day to day things, to give her a time and placeof confort and peace for her, to make sure that her child is a priority, that we will be a unit, a holding block, that every day together will be use to cement our love, to create a atmosphere where there is no fighting, were her child could grow knowing there is a beauty and love, two person can be happy, and be togehter, that can conquer all, that two persons can making a journey of live together and be happy!! 

I will never cheat her, never, why??? how can you say that??? i can, because in my life i never cheat no one, it may sound strange, but i have one value, being faithful, i live by it, i cannot cheat, if my life there is only place for one in my heart, this my sound stupid, old fashion, not real, but i tell you its real!!!! i am old enough to know one thing, i never love no one like i love Anna, and i will never love no one like that, we have one big love in our lives, this is mine, maybe i am not Anna biggest love now, but if she let me try, i can prove her, i can become her biggest love!!!

i wish i could offer financial stability, so we both didnt need to work any more, i cannot, i work, normal work, but i can offer a life of love, of peace, of joy, of magic, i can tell her stories, i can make her laugh, i can share every day of our lifes with no games, with no deception, no tricks, life with me will be an open book!!!

this is what i can offer, a life of sharing, a partnership for good and bad times, a friend, a lover, a husband, a boyfriend, some one who will always be there, some one who will listen, who will not judge, who will support her decision, trust, respect, some one will never cheat her,who have one purpose in life, to make her happy, this is what i can offer!!! Love, pure love, a honest love, i can offer my soul and love to her, i hope she can see that, with me she never need to worry again, life will be magic, life will be love, life will be journey of two souls join by love!!!!!