Patient

I keep telling myself life is a long process, a journey that you cannot predicted and imagine even the future, if i was told in the 2002 that i would love someone so much, i would say no, not possible, if i was told in 2007 i would be alone now, i would say, not a change in hell, and yet both things happen....good and bad...

Sometimes things in life happen at different pace and happen with a very different plan, life gives and takes back, i need to learn this, and need to learn that trying to rush things can be a very bad thing.

I need to learn to give time, to learn to respect my love intentions and give her time, and space, its not with deadlines, with threats, with pressure that you will show you are committed to her love!!!

There is this old say, if you love someone set them free, you need to learn to give time, to respect, to learn to have patient, yes, its not easy, when you love you don’t spend time away from your love, you want to see your love every day, you want to be there, to share, to love, but this can work against you, you shouldn’t put pressure, you should learn to wait, to make sure that your love one is ready for you!!!

I already made this mistake, i mistake of love, but its still a mistake, there is a time for everything in life, you need to make sure don’t rush things, give her time, give her space, sometimes she need to find herself, to find what is important in her soul, by rushing things you may lose the person you love the most!!!

When you love someone, and you want to be back with her, this is not competition to see in what time you can conquer her, it’s not a thing you can put a time on it, and i must use this power to resist the pressure of rushing things and let things happen in a natural way, i need to give her and me time!!

I am not stopping, i am not giving up, i am fighting for the most important thing in my life, time is not the main thing, her love is, and if i have to wait, i will wait, i dont want to try to speed things and in fact just destroy the thing that means more to me.

Love like life is a long journey, one day at the time, one moment at the time, what matter is what you feel in your heart, and learn to be patient, she is worth all this and more!!! When you saw the love of your life, when you find the person that touch your soul its so hard to wait, but if you need to wait, to learn to be patient, i will...or i will not resist, as i am writting this i know i am not doing what i say, here, i hope i can get a grip on myself, i am not being patient....i hope i can learn...that is way aslo i write this, and i have the feeling i and not right on this one!!