Wait?

We pass by life like we are eternal, we think we will live forever, we think, i will do that later, we plan our life’s like we are going to live thousands of years, like youth, good times will last forever.

We wait, we wait to ask the person you love out, because its not the right time, because we can do later, we don’t get kids because we will be in better condition one day, we don’t get married because you don’t have the right job, we don’t move close to our love because the perfect job is still not there...

we wait, and wait, and what do we get? we get to waste our life’s, we blow the chances of being happy, of having a great life with the person you love, because you waited for "a better" situation....this may never happen, and when you realize the mistake you did, it may be too late, and because you decide to wait, you blow your chances!!!

this doesn’t mean we all get crazy and don’t be patient, don’t give time for things to happen, i just say we sometimes wait to much, we keep hoping for the future, but we don’t do the necessary effort to change things, and we wait for someone thing to change, we don’t because proactive, we become a passenger of life, instead a driver of life!!!!! If you are driver of life and you want to move to point A to point b, there is a journey, it take time to get there, you need a way to get there, but being a driver of life is, i don’t have a car, i will go by bike, i will run, i will walk, you take your life in your hands, if you are passenger, you wait, you wait someone, something takes you there, it may happen, but must likely it will not!!!

I was a passenger of life, when my love move from the city we share a life, i stay, and waited, i wait for something to take me there, it was wrong, this was a reason i lost my love, but i learn from that decision, that my life today could have been so different, so much better, if i decide back them to be a driver of life,and took my chances, are there risks??? of course, every journey we do there is a risk involved, but if you don’t take risk you don’t live!!!

We cannot to wait forever, we cannot think life will bring us good things, we need to work for what we want, we need to understand that life is a fast journey, i look back at my life and it seems yesterday i left high school, it was been more then 20 years!!! i look forward and i don’t to realize that soon the time i have is gone, i am not going to live forever, and yet most of us behave exactly like that!! we don’t realize that we need to take chances,now, not later, not next year, not in 2 years, now!!!!we need to take control of what we want.

Love change me, change the way i see things, and i don’t have now the love of my special beautiful girl, what i have is hope, i have hope that the women i love will be back to me, that we can be a family together, that we can be all complete again!!!

I have to take decisions, to drive my life forward, i have to start the journey in the hope that soon will be on to my love lives, that i can start showing her how much i love her, and hope that she can love me back!!!

Don’t wait to be happy, don’t wait for ever, if you want to be happy work for it, if the women you love is worth the risk you take, them the rest doesn’t matter, don’t wait for the right conditions, you run the risk when everything is there, she will no longer will be available to love you, and them all the rest is not important, because you lost the most important thing in your life!!!!

I start a journey, a path,my direction is clear, my mind is clear and i am willing to take all the risks!!!